9/11

I am attempting to write this through full on sobs. 11 years ago, I remember my very pregnant mom (8 months) rushing us to eat our breakfast and get dressed before we missed the bus to school. I remember there were no morning cartoons, just the news on every channel. Even Cartoon Network. Well that's annoying, my 12 year old brain thought. I was oblivious to what was going on, even though they were showing footage of the attacks on every channel. I remember one image vividly. The guy with the long hair, jumping from the burning building, to his sure death. It gives me chills as well as haunts me still today. God rest his soul. God rest all their souls. 

This was my first day of 7th grade at Taylor Jr. High. Our family had just moved here. So it wasn't only hectic, it was very confusing. I do remember finally getting to class, and my teacher was in tears. I didn't understand, so I quietly went and sat in an empty seat next to a boy who was praying (It was Nino.) I wasn't sure what was going on. Suddenly the TV was turned on by Mrs. Barker, and I finally saw why everyone was so somber. I saw a giant airplane just barreling into a building. Flames, lots of smoke, then a second plane going straight for the second building. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I remember, I too just broke down and started crying. My heart instantly broke for all those people. 

I remember being angry, feeling helpless, being terrified and just wanting to go home to be with my family. I didn't know anyone in this classroom, and yet I shared a very intimate moment with them all. I remember praying. I was still a little girl.  11 years later, I still remember that day very vividly. Every single person has a different story of where they were that day. I am more and more grateful to the people in the military, as well as their families, who have to accept that they have to go. I  have many who are dear to me that are part of the armed forces. I especially thank them greatly for their selfless service. My prayers are always with you, even if we no longer see eye to eye. You still have all my respect. Tattooed or not. <3 

Today is now known as Patriot Day. There is a new building where the twin towers. We observe this day, as a remembrance to those who lost their lives that day, as well as celebrate the lives of those willing to lay theirs down for us. CAUTION: I can't get through listening to any one of these songs without just tearing up. Watching these videos, is like picking at a scab. At the same time it reminds me of why I am so grateful for the men and women who serve our country.