Ever had one of those moments when you think you have dodged a bullet? Only you're not so sure, and the outcome isn't really what you wanted? But then you're also really relieved. But you are sad about things not going the other way. Yeah I had that today. So many cons, so many pros... either way, whatever it is you got isn't really what you wanted. Right, I said that already. But yeah I kinda really hate that that happened. It's like, sorry but thanks for playing! Like buying a lottery ticket, and not winning. Kinda makes you miss that dollar you spent on that ticket. Or you buy a puppy, and yeah the thing is cute and stuff, but then reality sinks in and it's all these vet bills, and responsibility, and they need your time, and you gotta train them and care for them, and they smell... well not so cute anymore.
Anyways I guess I am conflicted about something mainly because I hate not knowing the what if. What if it had gone that way, but then it could've gotten real ugly, real fast. What if it would've been awesome and you know, happily ever after, yay! But you know... Hello annoying unknown.
Fucker...
Well yeah, I guess it's also good news, eh? Some stuff is just not meant to be.
Then why am I kicking myself in the head? Well tune in later folks, there is some optimism to be had just yet! You just wait!
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