I don't want to be used anymore. I want to be loved. I deserve to be loved. I can't just let anyone have my heart anymore. And I do, because I am afraid of losing someone. I have turned my heart into a public restroom, instead of an exclusive vault. It is full of valuables after all. I give my all when I love. I
I want to be somebody's everything. I want somebody to be my everything. Maybe why my answer is always yes. Because I want to be loved. I want to put a smile on someone's face, for no reason. I want to be in someone's thoughts day and night. I want someone to do random things just to make me happy, I want somebody who wants me for me. For who I am, for what I do, even when I'm wrong. I want someone to accept me, all of me, even my crazy side. I want someone who is willing to fight for me, against all opposition. I want somebody who wants to be with me morning, noon, and night. I want that relationship. Where even though we will have our fights, the love we have will persevere
As much as I think about it, I cannot figure out why I am not wanted like that. So, till then, I am making a new set of rules for myself... Stop fucking caring about everyone. Stop just giving everyone your everything. Be valuable, because you are valuable. Never settle for less. Because you have been, you know that, you've been settling for what's at the bottom of the barrel. Remember to be that kid who gets everything, because you worked for everything you had. Fuck the world, you don't owe anyone shit, and if you're not worth their time, they aren't worth shit. Remember those who love you babe, those who help you get up when you fall. Last but not least, LOVE YOURSELF! ALOT! You're all you've got.
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